I feel really sad right now. It is such a sudden change of mood, from a high mood to a sad mood. Like Now. Sad, Depressed, Jealous.

Damn. I missed tea with the click five at the Balcony in Heeren. It was like, the last chance in who knows how many years ! I may not be seeing them again.. Or maybe just for a few years. I didnt see Ethan close up before. And that was my chance to do it. And, I missed it. Great.

I really feel like slapping myself. Well, even I dont slap myself. And you, did. I'll never forget it.

Damn. Damn. Damn. I am going to listen to the Muttons every night. But what for now ? The Click Five are gone. Gone to Jarkata. -_- You have no idea how sad I am.

My blogskins is ruined. It isnt the way I planned it to be. But its okay, maybe I ask Peichin for help ? :D hahaha. Lovely.

Ethan ! I love you, but coming to think of it, youre kinda ruining my life. But its okay. Life has its ups and downs. I have some ups when Im thinking of you, like how you stared. And some downs, when I missed the tea session.

Oh ! I missed the short meet and greet session outside the stadium that night. DAMN. I was quite far from the stadium when I heard screams and screams and screams. When I turned back, there was a huge crowd. Its them. I missed them, again.

I officially Hate Myself.