Ohwell, what is a fool to do ? I cant do anything now. I know what Im doing now. And when I said Ive woken up, Ive not. I was in a dream's dream. I had no idea what I was thinking.

But now, its different. I did what I need to already. And theres no turning back because there's no more left, and the chance's gone. I think I did the right thing. Who was I to think that you loved me ? Oh No, I was fantasizing all this time. Indulging myself in my endless, foolish, dumb thinking. It was never going to happen, ever. What the hell was I thinking ? I know really know the meaning of ' Blinded by Love'.

Im not sorry. I shouldnt be right ? Why the hell should I be sorry when the one getting hurt is me ? You know what ? This is crapshit. Why did god even send women here, to Earth ? Isnt Man always the best ? Why the hell do you need Women for ? If Women really came from Mars or Venus, well, just send us back.

Man dont deserve our love. All men are the same. They like the thrill of the chase. Not the girl herself. What the fuck. The feelings guys feel in their heart, it isnt Love. Oh no it isnt. Its Lust.

Girls, listen up. Its Lust they feel, not Love. They dont even give a damn about Love. Who even knows of the true meaning of Love ? So many people have come up millions of meanings of love. And which of that fuckshit is true ? None.

Ive always thought of Love as a fantasy, a getaway from stress and problems. But now I know, Love is just another burden. Another burden on the heart that is already so heavy.

Anyway. Moral of the story here.

Oh Well, I guess Im just not girlfriend material and I hope this fall will make me learn.

My eye's all teary, and my nose's all itchy.

I'll try to keep away next time.