im gonna sleep all alone tonight in a huge room with 3 empty mattresses laid around me.
im pathetic. im lonely. i need to study. im slacking. i hate myself. i love today. i dread loneliness. i dont wanna go for tuition tomorrow. i wanna sit the yacht again. i wanna swim in the sea. i wanna die. i miss my parents. i hate it when my sister pangsehs me for her boyf. i hate my life. i want to study. i cant bring myself to study. im so troubled. im feeling emo. i dont wanna repeat my life. i wanna move on. i want to have new experiences. i dont feel like blogging anymore.

goodbye.