Friday, April 11, 2008 Y 3:06 PM

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about. And she's got everything that I have to live without.
its just so true isnt it ?
please dont talk about her in front of me. it just drags me deeper into
depression. i guess you got the message, you dont even reply me now. its okay. i
understand how you feel now. i'll leave you alone. goodbye friend.
its okay. nobody's gonna miss me anyway. so i might as well float far far away from here. maybe into
the heavens, where i find freedom and a place with no pains, problems. where love (from family, friends and god of course) exists. ( no BGR please)
i made a vow, to remain single. but im gonna break it. not now, not soon, but one day i will.. i guess. see what happened now, i made a vow in dec2007 not to have a bf anymore, and see what happens. what a useless crappy piece of shit i am. i hate myself. [ apart from the fact that im gonna get my contacts in less than a WEEK ! ;D] apart from that nothing else about myself satisfy..myself. haha.
and now, im gonna talk about.. my life. my life story. how interesting. lets begin.
hello. my name's seahyangwenn and im 13++ this year. i turn 14 on the 14th JUNE every year. I have a loving family and loving friends such as casandra, desiree, cherie, yunyu, clarissa, peichin, jasmin, ginko, wantien, rongming, moyra, renee, firman and nigel. ( gosh i have many ! i still love you even your name's not here XD). i love my meemomee, my sister, my mother, my father, my grandparents, uncles, aunties and cousins.
i study in yuneng primary school and i graduated in the year 2006. i started hai sing catholic school in 2007 and now im in sec 2e3 <3.>
my sister has a boyfriend named jon. jon loves to pisssss me offffff. but he's nice. I THINK. and im so excited for tomorrow ( Saturday) as sister and i are gonna sit jon's yacht to pulau hantu to swim in the sea. oh im so excited. :D his dad owns a darn yacht. OWNS A YACHT ! >:(
and i realised that im a pathetic loser who knows absolutely nothing but .. nothing at all.
crap.