hehehawhawhoho. i have failed my geography paper. oh my. oh well, theres nothing more i can do about it can i ? LOL. so today... i was waiting at the bus stop for the bus as per normal.. but this time with jeremy and ching ye luh.
so we waited and waited.. like so damn bloody long and it was already 7.15 and we were still waiting for the bloody bus. urgh. then one primary school boy's maid went to use askiris to check what time the bus was coming, then it said '20 mins. bus broke down'. gosh !
then jeremy was like ' you want take cab anot ? ' then of cos said yes luh. so sit the cab with jeremy and ching ye.. then we reached school me and jeremy ran out of the cab leaving ching ye to pay.. we paid 3$ each okay. dont say we bully him. but its like so damn bloody ex la. kanasai.
alright, so we were 2 minutes to being late. *phew ! and of cos, i did what i wanted to. (:
and then we went up to class for geography paper.. blah blah blah.
and then after school my cousin called me saying she was bullied and wants me to go over to her school to talk to the guy who was harrassing her. ): so sad. but she called her mom and it was settled. sorry for dragging you along nigel. hahaha !
and then we waited for bus 5 and saw casey at the bus stop. (yay!) LOL
and then he bought donutssssssssssssssssssssssssss. ohmygod. but not for me D: so sad.
but nevermind, we sat on the bus and chatted crap with nigel and then we went home.

ohyay, tml is a pubic holiday ! oh sorry. it was supposed to be PUBLIC holiday.
ho ho ho. and then oh yea, im supposed to call my tuition teacher and tell her she sucks for planning to have a lesson tml. oh yay.





#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- i'll smack his balls off.
#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- travel around the world with lots of cash $ !
#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
- very white, NOT RED.
#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- i think so, how do you know what lies in front of you in the first place ?
#5 what's your idea lover like?
- hot
- handsome
-rich. HAHAHAHA.
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved, like durrhhh !
#7 if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him to change his feeling?
- it depends, is i find a really hot guy on the way... heh !
#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- maybe, stick to him until another guy comes along. HAHA.
#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- exams. urgh.
#10 what do you want most in life?
- fame and riches. :D
#11 is being tagged fun?
- haha, most of the time.
#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
- can you see into the future ? tell me then.
#13 who is currently the most important person to you?
- my mother.
#14 do you have a secret crush ?
- d-u-r-h
#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- single and rich, you can find a hot guy anytime then !
#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
- go back to sleep.
#17 would you give all in a relationship?
- it depends on the guy.
#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- the hotter one ? or the more 'obessed' one. hah.
#19 what type of friends do you like?
- hyperactive.
#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
- laugh MY balls off.



ripped from jasmin's blog.
HO HO HO.


okay, firstly, i need to give kudos to some really helpful people.

1. kudos to casandra ! [ for helping me carry the huge box downstairs ]
2. kudos to jondog ! [ for driving me home upon request ]
3. NO kudos to sissy ! [ for telling me to take a BUS home ]
4. kudos to myself ! [ for persisting to bring home the books ]
5. NO kudos to clarissa ! [ for adding bulk to waste materials my heavy load ]
6. small kudos to yunyu ! [ for accompanying me and cas down ]
7. kudos to peichin and jasmin ! [ for carrying me small bag of heavy books ]

so, i guess thats about it ! :D lovely. and so, yea, im so good and innocent and hardworking and cute and pretty and .. ohwell, im just fantasizing here. let the small girl fantasize !

hahah. ooooh im so excited for the click five concert ! :D but hey, studying comes first la. so what the hell am i doing here ? well, nothing in particular, just :

• blogging
• wasting precious study time
• slacking
• listening to nonsensical music
• eating fatty chips
• singing along like a maniac
• blogging, again (:

ohwell, goodbye.

i have a little confession to make. but im sorry. its private, but i so need to get this off my chest. its my heavy burden, it cannot be told, cannot be shared, cannot be revealed. God, this is so hard. i guess im going to carry this burden for the rest of my teenage years. maybe one day i'll pluck up all my courage and reveal this confession of mine to you and everyone.

its just so cute.

i ate subway today ! FINALLY UH. with cas. and firman. and kenneth, and (whatshisname?). LOL. and then today waited for brandan like an idoit. waiting at the bus stop and see a bus 5 leave in front of my eyes. the bus uncle look at me in a do-wanna-come-up-anot kinda way. urgh. damnyou. but nevermind, i got a free cab ride. HOHOHO.

anyways. i really really want to study now, but this new laptop is so DISTRACTING me. GRAH !
i must learn to control myself. oh. i have a lot of pimples now. get it away from me !!
im applying pimple everyday. when im at home, you'll never see me without pimple cream on my face. heh ! :D

okay dokes. byebye. (:


im supposed to be studying for my chemistry.
and you know what, i still cant differenciate between atoms molecules and ... what else ?
er, shit.

i'll be gone at 6pm. SHARP.


OH WOW ! this is my 101 post. ;D wow-derful.
i realised, that im very blessed. i get everything i want. i get everything i need, i must have, my and desires. id like to thank my mother, my father, my sister, my whole family and my friends !
in the past, id always wanted roller-shoes, ive got heelys after. ive always wanted a dog, i got a chihuahua later. ive always wanted my room to be painted green, now it is. id always wanted to rebond my hair, i did ( but it was useless ). id always wanted contacts, now i do. id always wanted to travel around the world, and i do. id always wanted things i craved. and i always get what i want.









hey people. i need advice okay. give me your full support !! :D
im choosing a colour for my new electric guitar :D theres currently three colours i like and i cant decide which one is best. so, here goes.

1. red
2. electric blue
3. green

colours are somewhat around the font colour. (: give me your full support !

tag your recommendations on my tagboard ! thank you ! :D

oh i cant wait !

muahahahhahahahahahaha !!!

oh oh oh oh oh. i love the click five & backstreet boys dude !
no matter how old they are, i dont care ! its the music they make man !! ;D
hahahahahahaahahahaahaahahah ! go check out the video man ! its so funny ! ;D just look at what they're wearing man !

Soulmate- Natasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Everytime- Britney Spears

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

these songs clearly explains how i feel.

including this

Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause It's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

'i dont get a chance.'

reasons why i hate/detest myself.

1. im such a pathetic bitch
2. im failing in my studies
3. i cant get the guy i love
4. i dont look good
5. i dont have the a good attitude/ i have a sucky attitude
6. i dont like many people around me and i dont dare to say it
7. i try to like them but i just cant walk up to them and say 'sorry'
8. i want something i cant have
9. i love to dream and slack.
10. i scream at people around me everyday
11. i lose friends more then i earn them
12. i miss you.
13. my dog hates me
14. you hate me
15. im supposed to be studying now
16. i waste a huge amount of money often
17. im too young
18. my mensus is late
19. im still a bitch
20. i love to bitch
21. i hate bitches
22. im too black
23. i hate myself

overall i conclude myself useless.

fuck that.

im gonna sleep all alone tonight in a huge room with 3 empty mattresses laid around me.
im pathetic. im lonely. i need to study. im slacking. i hate myself. i love today. i dread loneliness. i dont wanna go for tuition tomorrow. i wanna sit the yacht again. i wanna swim in the sea. i wanna die. i miss my parents. i hate it when my sister pangsehs me for her boyf. i hate my life. i want to study. i cant bring myself to study. im so troubled. im feeling emo. i dont wanna repeat my life. i wanna move on. i want to have new experiences. i dont feel like blogging anymore.

goodbye.






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hellooooooo.
i was late for school today ! :D supposed to reach at 7.15, but i reached at 8 ?
LOL. who cares la. theres no pc for our class anywayyy. ;D best ah mrs wong, never tell us huh. :D yup. so today was a whole day of ipw. what the hell. the whole day of ipw ! but it was quite okay yeaaaaaaaa.

but then when i told firman i was in iggy's/diana's band, he ASSUMED that i'll quit his talentime group. where did the topic talentime even come out ? and i didnt even say that the band was gonna join talentime... (.____.) wth wth wth. please stop making ASSUMPTIONS firman, get the facts right before you give me black faces. thank you.

and then after school des cas and cherie came over to my house to 'study'. ohwell, at least they studied.. all i did was stare into the computer, waiting for yewkit to come online so i can send him the projectwork. BUT GUESS WHAT. he never came online ! so much for saying to meet online at 2 o clock huh huh huh !! GAH. and then des played my guitarrrrrrr. blah blah blah. oh im in love with it just as much as des is ! muahahahhahah ! all i need to know is how to press Bm chord ! GAH. please help guitar pros. (:

then then then i painted my nails to duo coloured. ooh ooh ooh ! AND NG BING SHAVED HIS HAIR OFF ! it was so damn funny laaaa. didnt know he's such a luohan fish. he's forehead super wide siooh. so i just told him to shave until there's no hair, so we cant see his wide forehead at all.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH ! :D

what a day. oh right. CIP WAS GREAT. LEARNING JOURNEY SUCKED BALLZXZZXZ.
the tour guide just cant stop talking, i swear ! she talked like, non-stop at all ! ( literally !) there was never a peaceful time in the bus. NEVER. and i vomited in the sikh temple. LOL ! cos we had to wear a scarf on our heads in order to enter. and the smell was just HORRENDOUS ! i just held it in front of me.. and i was telling __ ( forgot who it was, sorry !) , ' im gonna vomit !'..
and 5 secs later... 'BLEAHZXZXZXZXZZZXZXZX ! ' all my breakfast came pouring out. and i didnt have to go in the temple and suffocate in horrendous smells. [ thank god ! ]

ohwell, havva nice day people !


haha, yes, ive changed my url.. again !! :D
and i guess i'll stick to this one because.. its my name ? yea, kinda of a common sense isnt it ?
anyways.
we've got cip today. so me and des brought our guitars to school, which is SO ridiculous. ):
we practiced like maniacs and we screwed up during the final performance, but seriously, who cares ? nobody even knows whether we screwed up. cos, its not a very popular song, and you know how easily satisfied old people are.
hahahha, so yea. ive printed out the teardrops on my guitar chords, and oh baby, im gonna learn it.
so goodbye ! :D

isnt this just simply touching ? :D thanks lovelies !

sorry people ! ive not been blogging lately. im been so busy ! now im watching a very funny show, its called mafia!. it a spoof show consisting of many other shows you know ? its like scary movie. hahaaha.

anyway. im so sucked into the movie i dont feel like blogging anymore. HAHAHAH !
cya next time.

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