Friday, March 7, 2008 Y 5:17 PM

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OMFG ! my life is so messed up !! ohmygod !
its like im in a big scary maze, with turns and twirls which leads to dont-know-where.
OHGOD.
i need to bang my head against the wall till my head breaks and splits into half.
i feel like running around in circles till i get dizzy and fall out of the window and die.
i feel like putting my head in freezing water where my brain will freeze and i die.
OH MY GOD AM I CURSING MYSELF ?
what the hell...
all i wanna say now is :
my life's in a complete mess.
i cant turn left, i cant turn right, i cant walk straight, i cant go back and i cant start anew.
im stuck and fucked up. and someone help me please !
no im sorry, i cant tell you why im fucked up.
im just gonna die anyway !
why cant i just build a lovely time machine, and bring me back to where i want to start anew ?
i really need this time machine, i wanna go back, back back back back back...
im racking my brains so hard, i can feel that its gonna explode anytime.
i want my old life back... no wait, i dont want my old life back.
i want to live a better life, a different life, where things arent so complicated and love actually goes by a two-way direction.
ohgod.
i just need to go shopping for bras and panties.
mood : HORRIBLE !