gah. damn you man. im being such a retarded bitch, such a stupid hoe. I really hate myself for being what i am, what i have become. what the hell is wrong with me ? its not my fault really. i realised i've changed alot since last time. but now i guess that i've just returned to my old habits, old character, my old self. nevermind. i'll try to revert. i must, i should and i will !

anyway. i need to change my blogskins. i think i'll do it after this post. then after changing my blogskin, i must and will go and study for my chemistry ! and my maths. god i have so much to do. hurry hurry hurry !