Monday, February 18, 2008 Y 9:49 PM

FCUK.
theres always this fcuking problem.
everytime when a test or an exam draws closer.
ALWAYS.
and it always not my fault. its always just suddenly brought up, and it destroys my whole mood.
i hate it. i dont wanna hate you. but im getting the tingy feeling to. im sorry.
but hey, you brought it upon yourself. you brought this matter up, and im not gonna just sit there, and be wronged AGAIN.
i dont care if its my fault or whatever, im not studying, youve destroyed it. damn.
i will not let this rest. i will try to fight back. i know this sounds harsh, but i dont want history to repeat itself, and getting myself hurt, again.
so people, dont make me pissed, because if you do, from now on, im no longer the girl i used to be.
ive changed, for the worse or better, i dont care. but i like the new me. (:
so, dont do this, dont get yourself into trouble. i'll turn really nasty.
and i swear, you wont like it. you'll hate me more than you hate * .
im not joking.
so anyway. to fishball and jonathan.
I HAS NO FREAKING INTENTION OF ACCEPTING ANY ONE OF YOU.
I WANT TO LEAD A HAPPY SINGLE LIFE UNTIL I KNOW MY MR. RIGHT COMES ALONG.
SO I HOPE YOU DONT MISUNDERSTAND LIKE AND LOVE. THANKYOU.
gosh, im so fucking pissed. im not even gonna study anymore.
fuck all guys in the world. im gonna be such a sexist.