Friday, February 29, 2008 Y 5:11 PM

well hello people.
i have decided to make up my mind and continue using blogger. (:
* appluase !
most proberly because im more familiar with blogger and i know how to use the functions.
:D
but theres no mood thingy in blogger, so thats the glitch to me (:
anyways, went to the movies with many people yesterday at tm.
and i bought this oh-so-lovely guitar necklace.

and im so godamned proud of myself...

but of course, there are places which i want to inprove myself on.. which is :

  • i want to be more hardworking, and get better results
  • i want to respect my elders, although it is so hard (!)
  • i dont want to shirk my responsibilities anymore
  • i want to take care of my dog better and not ill-treat her
  • i want to control myself and stop myself from using the computer too much
  • I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH KENICHI MATSUYAMA !

haha, thats about it (:

anyways, i want somebody to lend my deathnote 1 and 2 !!

hahahhaha, im in love !!!!

and there's this super hot video !

go watch it ! NOW !

( although the first few pics are FREAKY ! )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2h7mWRbwNM&feature=related

mood : ecstatic(!)

i want to see kenichi's face more often !!!



Wednesday, February 27, 2008 Y 4:13 PM

hello hello.
tml's the last day of common tests people !
REJOICE !!
anyways. its maths and chinese tml.. and what am i still doing here ?
blogging.
ah hahh. see, ever since i got back home im slacking alr !
what kind of attitude is this ? i need to change !
im changing after the common tests, where i have lots of time to reflect on my past bahaviour, my past not-studying attitude.
IM GONNA CHANGE ! I SWEAR !
i'll be like what i was in sec1, a good innocent little girl (*giggles) , who goes home early everyday to study on what we had learnt that day.
(*evil laughter! )
anyways, i tried changing to livejournal but its just so fcuking irritating..
i cant find the livejournal skins website. anybody has a clue ?
if i can find that, i guess my blogging life would be perfect. :D lovely !
anyways, time to study, well, not yet...
maybe another half and hour ! :D


Monday, February 25, 2008 Y 10:25 PM

gosh people, im sick ! urgh.
i just vomitted. after trying to spit out the phlem. O.O
then all the chicken rice and chicken and the oreos and the milk and the salad all came out.
and the smell.... urgh. horrible luh. ):
see see see, the poor little girl here is terribly sick. and what is she doing now ?
MUGGING.
yes, mugging. :D
hahaha. i mugged finished history's chapter 4. and i guess thats all i need to study.
because chapter 2 and 3 is sourced based questions :D
haha, and a little bit of maths, geography chapter 3 and english. :D
i brushed up my grammar people ! GRAMMAR !
hahaha. okay, now its either i GO TO SLEEP or CONTINUE TO MUG.
i have no idea.
i think i should decide after i go peepee.
byebye :D peepee time :D
goodnightsssssss.


Sunday, February 24, 2008 Y 5:01 PM

byebye yani :(

yes, my maid has gone home. :(

ohmygoddd. imissyani :( the new maid ah, dont care her la. yani !! come backkkkkkk.


dinner-ed at shokudo.
new restaurant at raffles city i guess. a marche style japanese bazaar.
not really recommended ( by me, of cos ) though, long lines of queues and everydday-you-see kinda food.. depends on your taste actually. quite a cool place. theres even a neoprint machine there la ! :D

specially dedicated to casandra khor. :D
there you go cas cow. :D

went to give the doctor's a little visit.
my cough is really bad. and its due to mandarin oranges ! ( yum! )
i ate alot of them during chinese new year. and this is what i deserved..
A REALLY BAD SORE THROAT AND COUGH.
i cough like.. every 5 seconds. :D haha. *coughs.
so people ! * coughs. are you ready to * coughs see my new *coughs converse shoes ? * coughs. :D * coughs.



wowness isnt it ?
i think its totally fab. :D
and if you dont think so... well,
i dont really care. so its your problem. :)
i like my style, my fashion and my taste.
so fcuk off if you detest it and find it totally disgusting.
savvy ?
talking about taste.
i lunch-ed at swensens with mother on friday :D
haha, suntec city swensens, big la. :D
and then the hospital x-ray... lets not talk about it.
okay fine, one sentence.
I STRIPPED WHEN TAKING THE X-RAY.
:DD

retarded. :D

ohwell.

i need to study ! but i cant/wont/dont care.

i shouldnt be feeling this way. is there something wrong with me ?

i am not like this one lehh. im so guaiiiiiii !

haha. i should really be studying, but what am i doing ?

SLACKING AND PLAYING THE COMPUTER.

OHMYGODD.

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i should be studying !

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but im doing retarded things that are not really needed to be done !

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help me. im drowning in a no-study world

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reach out for meeeee !

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gosh, im lame.



Saturday, February 23, 2008 Y 2:07 PM

muahaha, i got my converse sneakers alright ! pictures will be in next post. :D
lovely. i think it rocks, if you think it doesnt... well, your problem.
haha, and then i pontang-ed school on friday and went to hospital for a checkup for my spine. :D
wow, then had a consultation, measurement and x-ray. hmm. then went to city hall and bought quite some stuffs, ate swensens with mother. :D and my sister's boyfriend is FUCKING pissing me off. ahahahha.
and then, now im at home, sick and suffering. ahahahha. ;D
cancelled this morning's piano lesson to see the doctor, cos its really really bad. ;(
anyways.. i dont know what to do alr la.. study ?
HOME ECONS AND HISTORY AND LIT. GOSH.
GOD HELP ME.


Thursday, February 21, 2008 Y 7:12 PM

what can i say ? she's one of a kind, afterall.

muahahah. guitar lesson today.

but had this lame prgramme afterschool talking about communicating with parents. total crap actually.. because, i cant feel any closer to my mother at this point of time.. so yea.

so i dragged nigel to take a cab with me home, then to east point. and then he dragged yeoyi along.. and they started talking angmoh in the cab and the driver and i was so turnoff-ed. :D

and then grabbed the first set of clothes i could find.. and then rushed out again to meet them then took another cab to simei. lovely. :D

as my guitar string broke.. i went there early and saw the teacher playing his handphone... which was kinda weird.. he had a psp next to him.. anyways ! then he saw the string and went ' tsk. tsk. tsk.' humph !

and then he bought me a new set of strings and tied it on for me. ....$7.... which i have yet to pay him. ' next week ah.' he says. ahahaha.

and he even pinned up the valentine note i gave him ! SWEEEEEEEET !

anyways. then left there at 4.30... he was free anyway. AND I LEARNT THE WHOLE SIX STRINGS. lovely. but NO chords... who cares ? he's so sweet. not liking him though. :D no wrong ideas pleaseeee. :D

and then im not attending school tml and CRAP, i didnt bring back a single book to study for the common tests. hmmhmm. i'll message clarissa to bring back for me tml. :D

hahahahahhahahahahahahahha. i love that lesbian. :D



Wednesday, February 20, 2008 Y 4:29 PM

biology test is tmr people ! :)
ohyes, im prepared. (((:
i guess studying in the library with firman did worked.
i really get it and i studied the whole chapter !! :D
wowness. see what a tyco i am.
then soon after cas and cherie and some guys left, the upper sec started arrving and apple was like staring at me and firman, maybe thinking about %^&*. anyways. i dont care. he's the woman.
(:
lovely. and then i realised that * really did have faults, well of course, my fault was there too.
but i guess * really did went too far. trying to jio #. damn you *.
but i still love you, and im missing you love. :D
ohyes. wantien's birthday today.
planned to treat her to swensens but then she last minut e say dont want.
i was so pissed, but its okay luh. :D
im over it !
ANYWAYS.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY ~!
I LOVE YOU !


Tuesday, February 19, 2008 Y 6:40 PM



missing you.



hello.
ponned choir today, :) mel wifey and me.
muahhaha, i was gonna pon anyways, im having sore throat, go also no use.
then beacuse mel and wifey tml have a test, go home and study. :)
tml's wifey's BIRTHDAY.
so everyone please, buy her a present. :D
ahhh yes..
today is 19th feb. the anti-guy day.
see, i never talk to * & * & * today. :)
but cas and cherie DID.
:O !
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyways, i dont givva damn !
alrighty dokes.
oooh i cant wait for tml, when i get to treat rongming and wifey to swensens.
muahahahahhaaa.
MY TREAT !
:D
but of course, rongming has to pay a little. (:
or else i'll be a broke bitch. (:
uh huh. and now...
im sick. :(
and i havent studied for biology.
godamnit.
i dont even know what ms cai's talking about ?
are we even supposed to learn active transport ? answer me people !
hahahahaha. time for pickors. (:
wonderful :))







Monday, February 18, 2008 Y 9:49 PM

FCUK.
theres always this fcuking problem.
everytime when a test or an exam draws closer.
ALWAYS.
and it always not my fault. its always just suddenly brought up, and it destroys my whole mood.
i hate it. i dont wanna hate you. but im getting the tingy feeling to. im sorry.
but hey, you brought it upon yourself. you brought this matter up, and im not gonna just sit there, and be wronged AGAIN.
i dont care if its my fault or whatever, im not studying, youve destroyed it. damn.
i will not let this rest. i will try to fight back. i know this sounds harsh, but i dont want history to repeat itself, and getting myself hurt, again.
so people, dont make me pissed, because if you do, from now on, im no longer the girl i used to be.
ive changed, for the worse or better, i dont care. but i like the new me. (:
so, dont do this, dont get yourself into trouble. i'll turn really nasty.
and i swear, you wont like it. you'll hate me more than you hate * .
im not joking.
so anyway. to fishball and jonathan.
I HAS NO FREAKING INTENTION OF ACCEPTING ANY ONE OF YOU.
I WANT TO LEAD A HAPPY SINGLE LIFE UNTIL I KNOW MY MR. RIGHT COMES ALONG.
SO I HOPE YOU DONT MISUNDERSTAND LIKE AND LOVE. THANKYOU.
gosh, im so fucking pissed. im not even gonna study anymore.
fuck all guys in the world. im gonna be such a sexist.


Sunday, February 17, 2008 Y 7:25 PM

best.

i went out with hakim and pokswee to tm today.
to buy my lovely wantien wifey's birthday present. (:
i cant tell you peeps. (((:
HAHA.
i told my mother i'd be going alone, but hey, misery loves company !
and so i asked hakim out, and hakim asked pokswee out,and so... yea. (:
and now, im so hot and stuffy. goshh.
im having slight fever and a flu. but im still going to school. (:
I LOVE STUDYING.
so i need to pack my lovely room.
hahahahahahahahhahahahhaha.
to make a better study environment so i can concentrate really well.
HAH.
i so need a guitar tuner right now.
because there's no piano here, and i so lazy to sing out every note of the guitar.
so i totally need it NOW.
ohyay, yimin's gonna bring back the nintendo ds tml !
IM SO EXCITED.
and im asking almost everyone what tests there is.
and like.. nobody knows.
Hmm.
and now. brandan's sending me a song..
for no particular reason.. hmm. funny.
anyways.
i miss my sec 1 year. (:
i miss everything that happened in sec one.
i met many kinds of friends.
those who stayed by me, and those who didnt.
i met *, and fell in love, truly.
i was so serious about him.
anyways, he doesnt give a damn now.
so yea, why do i even care ?
but hey, i started sitting on the window ledge again.
i cant help it.
im sorry.


Saturday, February 16, 2008 Y 8:52 PM


hello people.
i know ive not blogged since valentines. hahah. sorrrraayyee. :)
and now, im so lazy.. waiting for my mom to finish doing the printer ink, gosh, its so pissing me off.
-_-
anyways, im so addicted to music. its a must have for me everysingleday.
hmm, yes, im so addicted to bleeding love, dance floor anthem and when im gone. haha,
im printing out the lyrics so i can sing for my next CONCERT.
*winkwink & raises eyebrows.
:D haha, i wonder if firman is still my biggest fan.

im gonna learn my piano and guitar well, and do extra well in music theory. and sing really well in choir,
so i can go to berklee college of music when i grow up. and maybe go visit the click five <3

and well, im gonna make this come true ! im gonna work really hard, accademically and musically ! :D
i need musical motivation.
muahahah.
:D wonderful, isnt it ?
almost everyday i at least have the guitar, the piano, the radio, youtube and my playlists to cheer me up & keep me occupied !
i love music. (: its just so addictiveeeee. :D


Thursday, February 14, 2008 Y 7:29 PM





terrificly wonderful
HAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLE !
did everyone have a great valentine's day ?
i sure hope so. (:
but to the fact choir and band are on today,
or else it would be so much better !
but i have guitar lessons, so, its the same.
and then firman and nigel DONT WANT TO ACCOMPANY ME.
so i was left alone, cashlessssss. to rot away, in front of public.
THANKS GUYS !
wth.
and then went home and told my mother about these heels ive been
dying to buy.
' NO LA. high heels make you shorter, you know ! '
WTH !!!
i love those heels la maaaa ! D:
THIS MAY BE THE WORST AFTERSCHOOL VALENTINES EVER !
and then the mrs wong, made us stay back to read.
its supposed to be half and hour, then she forgot and forgot until one hour is gone.
YOU MADE ME RUN FOR THE BUS TWICE AND MADE ME FCUKING LATE FOR GUITAR !
WTFFFFFFFFF.
NEVERMIND.
okay, now its final.
since NO ONE asked me out.
FCUK YOU GUYS.
guys meaning boys.
BOYS SUCK.
for your information.
MY 2008 VALENTINES SUCKS.
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS AND HATE THE GUYS.
SO, BE GAYS !
DONT FIND US WHEN YOU FEEL LONELY SUCKERRRRRR !
* ps, not all buys actually.




Tuesday, February 12, 2008 Y 7:04 PM























camwhored with des today.
(:
and one picture of me & moyra ! (:
choir today was (boring + funny) = funing ?
because i accidentally called moyra - moylo.
as it was supposed to be ' moyra wants to go solo ! '
but it was ' moylo wants to go solo ! '
LOL.
haha, anyways,
* was in the class after school today.
and yea, i got so pissed i totally dao-ed everyone in class until * was gone.
im trying so hard to get * off my mind and there he was,
refreshing my memory, great.
anyways, met clickfive iggy on the way outta school,
and he loves joey. awwww sweeeet.
nobody can help it, joey's so hot.
anyways, then alighted the bus to see roland.
and wow, he uses esso toilets.
0.0
hmmm, strange.
and then errrrr.
i had a mental breakdown just now,
and i just screamed at my sister just now,
for no apparent reason. (:
am i just not wonderful ?






Monday, February 11, 2008 Y 6:34 PM

is it me ?
or there is something wrong with blogger ? its driving me nuts ! it almost costed me my life !!
OHNO.
i dont care alr la.
ohmygod..
haha, anyways !
today's artani sucks, me & cas's steamboat looks like its a fail.
and then was bitching about * with nigel today. HAHA.
* is many people, more then you can count with your fingers, its a combination of people who know / dont know. ahhaa.
and then went home and photocopied the art paint sheet to clarissa and ohmygod i have homework.
HMM.
anyways...
nevermind. (:
SOMEONE TAG MY BLOG PLEASEEE !


Friday, February 8, 2008 Y 11:38 AM

feast your eyes on these people !
and laugh to your hearts content !
:D


















Thursday, February 7, 2008 Y 10:59 PM

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE !
wow wow, its the lunar new year people.
i wore a tube-dress today. (: and..
i didnt get so many red packets as last year.
last year i went to so many of my relative's houses...
but this year i just visited my grandmother's house,
which i didnt get as many red packets.
BLEAH. ):
and then, i (damnit !) forgotten to bring back my homework (AGAIN ! ).
how i hate my short term memory.
._.
anyways, i learnt how to play mahjong !!
YAY !
and i won the first two rounds okay !!
;D
and then, my mother pao toe-ded to my father that my sister has a boyfriend,
hahaha. and he got so mad. LOL
anyways...
happy new year !


Wednesday, February 6, 2008 Y 2:47 PM


seriously strange



had an irritating day when coming back from tampines mall with reg & nigel & fishball & tianwei & cas today..
darnit. i wanted to take the ballota bus shuttle back from tampines , and then the ticket said it would arrive at 12.04pm.
so i waited from 11.48 to 12.30.
and the fcuking bus didnt come at all. wth.
then i took the train to simei, and when i was waiting for bus 5 when i reached,
mother called me and told me to bus the dog mattress.
then i went to see the mattress and when i came back, i saw bus 5 leave.
DAMNIT.
and then i waited somemore....
then it came (:


then later brandan called me to come to the playground with my guitar.
then when i went, gerald was there too and we played....
and then brandan is gay.
(:


Tuesday, February 5, 2008 Y 10:37 PM

hello people.
wasssssuuuppp !
darnit.
valentine's coming closer and closer.
BUT NEVERMIND.
i can go home and cry... haha, and maybe catch some sleep.
muahhahhaa.
and then i think i have a mental problem.
i love to think that im so organized, but im not.
im as messy as my dog. ((:
so smile people !
NOBODY'S PERFECT !
;D
i really want to watch many movies !
1) sweeney todd : demon barber of fleet street
2) 27 dresses
3) cj7
4) the great yangwenn show*
* i fantasize too much (:


Monday, February 4, 2008 Y 6:38 PM

hey people.
how i dread valentines day man.
the day where you see couples, holding hands, kissing and hugging.
and the jealousy rises up in you.
oh nevermind. no hope brooding over it anyway.
like everyone say's, i'll never get him.
okay, lets get on with life. (:
i'll find someone new, someone better, i guess.
hmm, stayed back in school until late today,
due to the cip & the noticeboard thing. (:
i was taking care of 4e6....
and then valeria and her friends were gossiping about me & yantin,
but im in no mood to care. so, nevermind. (:
and then i was so pissed for absolutely no reason at all, and started to scream at people
who are touching my beloved angbao rats. haha. (:
then i met brandan at the bus stop. and then i was screaming at him in the bus,
telling him to shut up, telling me that i'll never get him.
that bitch. and then i told him that he'll never get her(s).
hhaha(:
anyways, im just telling you now,
i will NOT reply you okay, fishball.
NOT.
im in such a troubled mood now, i dont know what to do.
why did god create males, or females ?
wait, god is a male, so is he biased ?
why did he create love ? relationships ?
darnit. ):
why did god create a man called valentine to create valentine's day ?
urgh. the torture this day gives to us, the single people.
anyways, i think im in love with.....
music. yes, music.
;D yay. ;D
and i think i have this ability to remember most of the words of any song
even if i have only heard it once before.
haha (:
ohdear, i seriously need stress relief.
any suggestions people ?
i love my dog (:


Saturday, February 2, 2008 Y 11:08 PM

meemomee's ID photo

just came back from the family reunion dinner.

8 tables i think. ahaha.

then our table is the youngster table.. again.

every year, the same thing... being called ' chocolate'.

-_____-

and now im black-er.

-_____________________-

nevermind.

ahhaha, never post for so long because....

im busy folding angbao RATS,

for the classroom.

all by myself.... ((:

* CLAPS ~