Friday, January 25, 2008 Y 5:40 PM


I MISS YOU.


i dont know how to express my feelings otherwise.
i know i shouldnt be feeling this way, but im sorry, i am.
i know you kinda got pissed off at my attitude.
im sorry. i was pissed that day.
i appreciate those things you did for me.
thanks alot, seriously. (:
im extremely grateful. ;D
i dont wanna recall how i knew you.
so people, dont ask me.
im sorry for breaking up with you / vice versa.
i was full of regret that day.
i went home straight and cried the shit out of myself.
i was even sitting on the window ledge.
i bet you dont even care now.
im not saying i want you back.
im not saying i want you to treat me nice.
i just miss the wonderful memories you bring.
movies, the dumbest thing we've ever done.
haha.
and then, i refusing to talk to you,
look you in the eye.
i was as embarrased as you were.
now, the stairs on the forth floor reminds me of you..
everyday.
we used to exchange presents there remember ?
i was looking down and climbing the stairs.
and when i looked up, i saw you (:
and as for now,
i will not try to change anything.
i'll let it be.
i'll let nature take its course and maybe,
let fate decide.
i've been seeing you lately.
and to tell you the truth.
i used to love you the most.
so i dont want to take this risk again.
until im ready.
(:


gary chia (: