Tuesday, January 29, 2008 Y 8:05 PM

charity bears sometimes mean alot,
not only for the people in charity.
family members do count too.

charity keychains. something that means alot to me.

especially the one on top (:

my father bought it from dont-know-where and gave it to me a long time ago.

and i kept it in the drawer for years i guess. and i totally forgotten about it.

gosh. and when i did my spring cleaning, i found it, and felt so sad and guilty,

for neglecting gifts from parents even if its from charity and its so cheap.

its the thoughts that counts.

my father is a good man i guess,

spends money for charity and his daughter.

he's now 60 years old and lives alone in a massionatte in eunos.he travels to work everyday

using the MRT and he sits there for about half and hour to fortyfive minutes.

i love my father. and hopes and wishes he lives a long healthy life (:
take care of yourself ah. ((((((:

and now for today,

kinda boring and even boring-er during choir.

ms khor-stupid-deaf-asshole-(*&*(-bitch-conductor,

such an ass sia. make us do sectionals and when she says ' move ! '

we have to move IMMEDIATELY. wtf ?

so many sec 1's sia. no space la asshole.

then push(!) me and wantien.

and is really PUSH one sia. i almost fall down la bitch.

and then after choir when i got home, i realised i got no date for valentine's da y.

shit man, another lonely day WITH tuition.

how fucking bad can it get man !

ANYWAYS. fucking yimin.

who the fuck you think you are la.

if i wast electricity by on-ing the aircon 24/7.

then you not wasting money BUYING fred perry and haivanias izzit ?

brainless pos.

humph.

and now, plans for valentine's day.

  • find a date [ fat hope ]
  • get new clothes for valentine's [ fat hope ]
  • FIND A DATE !!!!! [fattest hope ever ]

i guess i'll be celebrating valentine's day alone, again.

like every other pathetic year. gosh man.

how pathetic can life get ?

i dont even spend it with my mother la !

all alone.. with tuition and an EARLY CURFEW.

i live such a pathetic life,

how i want to end it so much on valentine's.

seeing happy couples exchange gifts, go on dates, kiss, hug..

you know how fucking painful it is luh.

especially when it VALENTINE'S.

fuck whoever created valentine's day.